"I'm gonna find a way...

...to make it without you."

Life leaves us to face many decisions, I know that at the end of the day I can go to bed comfortably knowing the decisions that I make. I stay honest to myself and to those around me. I'll find comfort in tomorrow, and what the future has in store for me. Can you?

"Life is a storm, my young friend. You will bask in the sunlight one moment, be shattered on the rocks the next. What makes you a man is what you do when that storm comes. You must look into that storm and shout, do your worst, for I will do mine!" -paraphrased from "The Count Of Monte Cristo"


peace!

-J.Au...SON!!

"I'm into making history...

...not into making friends, motha fucka!"

Hypefeast! Yeah that's right, when you bring together a lot of food, and some hypebeasts together that's what you get, a Hypefeast. Now I dont' claim to be a hypebeast, and the company that i keep doesn't either but who are we fooling here. I'll let the evidence speak for itself later. Anyways it was Saturday night, UFC 104 was on, and we were all gathering at Jesse's. I supplied the pizza, V supplied the Chicken and chicken skins, the Nguyens supplied the alcohol, K-drizzy supplied the blueberry pies, santa supplied the fries, gady supplied the sigsig? and everyone supplied the lolz!

The actual event itself was kind of a dissapointment, although i was happy with the result because i was rooting for Machida, I definitely think there should be a rematch. The food was extremely fattening, the company was like a Union, because we all do Work son! Many lolz were had, from T-pan actually bringing pies, nguyens giving knee kicks and learning how to reverse it, to someone whippin out the 80's bush again like it was in fashion haha.

Twas a good night, until we decided to hit up Alive, like seriously i enjoy the club but that owners a douche, that's all i gotta say. Racial profiling my ass you fucken bitch.

(the nguyens learning english on their blackberrys)

Did you know it was Drakes Birthday on Saturday?

(and he actually spent his bday with us in winnipeg, we felt so honored drizzy! hahaha)

(look at this guy, look at him, who's he think he is, Brad Pitt?)

(everyone was invited, but you had to buy tickets to see this gun show)

(I had a bit too much to drink at this point)

How many people wear nudies these days? hmm let's count shall we?

(one)

(two)

(three)

(four)

(five)

(who's this guy think he is wearing a.p.c.s and tryin to stand out from the crowd? haha)
well i counted 5 guys with nudies, and that wasn't including myself and jesse who i didn't take pics of and the other nguyen rockin a.p.c.s that's 8 guys with raw denim haha

(this isn't from the hypefeast, this is from thursday, i was runnin errands and walked by a dairy queen so i had to buy an ice cream cake hahaha)


now i didn't get pics of all the food, but you'll get the idea.

(here's some pizza, and a box full of fries)

(some chinese food plus chicken skins)

(everything piling up on one table)

this party was no homo then all of a sudden...

(ayo!! what the hell's going on here at the u.f.c.? this thing all of a sudden turned into a gay porno)



(and then this guy whips out the bush like it was an 80's porn, check out that nice stache he's got goin in the armpit haha)

no pics from Alive, just know that we all had hard hats on because it turned to a place of work ;)

peace!

-J.Au...SON!!

Baby are you down, down, down, down?

I've said it before on my blog, and i'll say it again...Alyssa Bernal is so dope...she's talented, pretty, and seems at least from her vids that's she's genuinely a nice chick. K well here's her latest vid that's got me listening to this Jay Sean track "Down". I never really listened to it before i heard her sing it...enjoy!



Dope right?

So I've been so fucken sore as of late, I started liftin monday and I haven't lifted in years, so i guess my muscles aren't used to it. Well today I was supposed to have a game, and i wanted to play but i woke up sore still. I can't move my arms above my head, it's pretty crappy haha. well anyways i was told that the gelatin from jello would hope, so i copped some jello and downed in liquid form...long story short, it didn't work haha but while i was grabbing the jello i walked by a Dairy Queen so i decided to grab an ice cream cake, a reese peanut butter ice cream cake...DELISH! k well that's all for now, see y'all at Republic this weekend probably hahaha, maybe Alive on saturday, after a quick stop at Republic though for a birthday (I see you Ryan Reyes! Happy bday bro). Peace!

-J.Au...Son!!

"Tell everybody, everybody that you know...

that i don't love you no more"

fuck this film short is dope, and is one of the many reasons why Kanye West is one of the greatest artists of our time. Spike Jonze is dope too, we all remember that praise you video where he played that wierd lil dancer dude. perfected that character to a tee. but yeah, this is exactly how i feel when i get stupid drunk sometimes hahaha enjoy!



Peace!

-J.Au...SON!!

"So you took a chance, you made other plans...

...but i bet you didn't think they would come crashing down...no"

damn, damn, damn...it was a crazy weekend folks. I know I partied it up, did you? I hope so, cuz good times were to be had by all, shit i think i even took pics. I'm trying to think as i write this right now, and wait let me check my berry...yup! i even got some pics for ya! well if you didn't have a good time this passed weekend, there's way more dope party days in the future right? right! so...since this is my blog, i'm going to blog a nice little awkward moment i had at work the other day...

so...this mom (she's white) walks in with her man (also white) and her son (molato) and was about 10 years old. They ask me a question about some Timberland boots, if they're good for winter, blah, blah, blah...do i have their size...all the random mumble jumble that goes on when you're sellin shoes. So anyways, i go get him the boot...and when i get back they're having a conversation over money. The kid must have been saying something like, "You're not paying for this, the dude is paying for it cuz he's using that debit card." cuz the mom was saying that she was the one paying for it even though it was that card...anyways' i'll continue from what i did hear...

Mom - No, that's my money, cuz my money goes into that account too.

Son - Why would you do that?

Mom - Twice as much as money, *laughs*

Son - But you did that with Larry and he stole 5000 dollars from you remember?

Man who was sitting on the bench beside the son, stands up and leaves without saying a word.

Mom - wh, ya jus don...(couldn't even finish her sentence but had a look of disgust on her face)

Son - What? what'd i say? what?

KanJay Chedda - AWKWARD! let me know how they are, i'll be right over there if you need anything else.

AWESOME MOMENT! haha

k so jumping to another random topic, i need to watch paranormal activity! who's down? well anyways i didn't really finish up the blog about regina, so here's some additional pics and vid!


(team pic, we will be champs next year. I promise you regina, we're comin for the title)


(at the awards banquet/party)

and here's a video of the condo we stayed at. I was gonna make it like mtv cribs, but i don't have a movie maker, and i got super lazy, so it's kind of bunk. but you can see how dope the condo was.

(I found this tee, in my basement i have no idea who or where it came from but i thought it was dope and i was totally gonna rock it friday night, but it was just too big. haha)

(the ladies from work, doin work. and why weren't you drunk em? it was your birthday! who doesn't get drunk on their birthday? ridiculous!)

(the diesel, jess, and oli looked away from the camera a smidgen too early. freal though, if these guys ever call you a fatso while i drunk I apologize on their behalf haha)

now it's your turn...
peace!!

-J.Au...SON!!

"Is Regina in this motherfucker?! Y'all kick it one time!...

...but you was my bitch, the one who'd never snitch, love me when i'm broke or when I'm filthy fucken rich."

REGINA!!! I know, I know Regina's not the most entertaining city in the world but the people are cool and I always get love from the basketball community there.

I was there for the S.A.B.I.T. with my chinese team, we were there to get some games in and try to gel together in preparation for the north american chinese tournament. The tournament was well run, the competition was pretty friendly, and although it wasn't the toughest competition. We ourselves weren't the team that we're aiming to be yet either, so it was a good tournament for us to start off as together as a team. I got to know some of the guys better, and learned to trust them a little more on the court.

Well tournament wise we did alright, I think we should have won the whole thing, but we got kinda screwed in the semi final game. I admit it was still my fault, i guess i shouldn't have hand checked even though they weren't calling it all weekend. but really, who calls a hand check foul in overtime with the game tied and 1.5 seconds left in the semi final game? and then don't call a foul when the other team trips you at half court? ridiculous! haha we were winning pretty easily until that point too. so we ended up placing 3rd in the tournament but I'm pretty sure all the fans loved us the most.

All in all the weekend was dope, filled with good times. The condo we stayed at was pimp! (I'll post video of it later) didn't get to do much shopping, but to be honest i doubt i would have bought anything anyway. We went to the club on saturday night, I'm assuming we were at the wrong club but fuck were the people there dressed terribly. Like seriously Worst Dressed People EVER! haha but seriously good times were had, little Leonard catchin some herpes (j/k but seriously), us jumpin in another van exactly like our which was also from manitoba, me cramping up during the 3pt competition. it was just a dope weekend, goes to show that it's not the place that makes the experience, it's the company you keep. Thanks again to the peeps at the tourney for being such great hosts and making some chinese guys from winnipeg feel welcomed. well here's some pics, i didn't get any from the tournament, when it's game time i don't think of takin pics sorry guys! haha

Here's our van

(wait...what the fuck? the key doesn't work? oh maybe cuz that's not our fucken van! haha)

(yeah we were actually all inside the van ready to go except for the fact it wouldn't start, we left the windows rolled down too hahahhaa)

(In a club calld Habanos? something like that anyways this dude thought he was doin it, he though wrong...worst dressed crowd ever!)

(lovers in a dangerous time, lawrence and donovan feeding each other some roasted chicken over candle light...romantic...questionable boys...real questionable)


(this was my thanksgiving dinner =( my family's gone and this was all i had to eat, i also ate alone...)

("the world is yours.")

and here's some video, yeah we were on ctv while we were out there. it's a cool clip, kinda whack since we kinda won this game easily yet they only show hi lights of us being scored on haha.



Peace!!

-J.Au...SON!!

Regina?!

What the Eff? Yeah, I'm bloggin from regina, in a pimp ass condo. like seriously this condo is friggin sweet! i'll be back to update with results from the bball tourney and some pics later. Peace!!

-J.Au...SON!!

p.s. it's fucken cold up in this mofo!

"If I'm nowhere, let that nowhere be...

...nowhere near a worry."

"You need to update your blog more Jay." Yeah...thanks for the tip guys, but seriously like I don't know that I've been slacking? Have you ever been stuck in a rut? Just felt like your life is going nowhere? Well that's where I'm at right now, I've just been coasting through life lately not getting anything done, procrastinating like none other. I know my banner has a picture of a guy holding a sign that says "Everyday I'm Hustling" but I haven't been folks, and it's time for me to start. There was a time when I was in the same situation before until I set goals for myself and started a new chapter to my life. That's what's up with me right now folks, I am once again on the verge of accomplishing several things that people are supposed to do in life. I just need to give myself that little push to get over the edge, so I'm gonna set the goals right here and now and if I don't start workin towards them you can all call me out on that, not dumb shit like updating my blog haha. K well let's kick off some of these goals...

1. Graduate (I think I've already got enough credits for a general degree in arts so that may already be done)

2. Set a launch date for the new lineup from The Masses. (Jess, Oli, Wins, and Santa we need to have a "rally J" asap)

3. Learn to photoshop.

4. I have to drop to a weight of 158 by the end of this year.

5. Help lead my Sr. Mens basketball team back to the championship. (and average 20 a game while doing it)

6. Help lead the Winnipeg Chinese Mens basketball team to a respectable finish at the 2010 NACBAIT tournament.

I should probably have getting a real job up there on the list too, but I'm not one to let money rule my life. Money's all irrelevant, it comes and goes. The more money you make, it's just the more money you spend. Now I'm just starting to rant so this entry will come to an end. And although I'm feeling nowhere right now I'm not worried, and you all shouldn't worry for me. I know i'll be alright and that's why I'm nowhere near a worry. Peace!

-J.Au...SON!!

p.s. this entry wasn't emo was it? haha sorry if it felt that way!

"It's as simple as that, it's as simple as that...

...for your simple ass."

You know what I do when life gives me lemons?


I say Fuck the Lemons! I've been feeling off since monday night, remember when I was supposed to drop 30 pts and my team was supposed to kick off our way to an undefeated season? well that didn't happen, we should have won our game, I shot terribly, i was 5 for 15 or something shitty like that. It was pretty bad, well the following day it just got even worse. I went to Bridges for what I thought would probably be the last round of golf of the year. Well needless to say, I shot the worst round I've shot all year. I lost to my man Vu, which I told him he'd probably be me two times in our lifetimes...well Vu there's 1 of the 2 haha. I know you're really gonna actually laminate that scorecard too haha. My streak of whack athletic prowellness doesn't end there though. It was Tuesday, so off to the church it was for me for some ball, shot pretty bad and turned the ball over way too many times for my liking.

Fast forward to wednesday and I had to get my swag back. You best believe that right after i shot that terrible round of golf I went straight into the clubhouse to make a tee time for the following day. So Bridges it was again! Now don't get me wrong, it's not like the course is an easy one, it's pretty challenging with lots of dog legs but there's still no reason i should have shot as poorly as I did. So long story short, I beat Vu by 7 strokes, and the world was getting back to normal. Now all I had to do was get my damn jumpshot back...and off to Brodie center it was! One hour and 100 jumpshots later, I was feeling good again. So today I put the theory to the test, played one on one with young money and yeah I won every game. If you didn't know Young Money probably is one of the best defenders in the province, so when I can score on him at will, yeah i said it homie AT WILL! I'm pretty sure I got my game back. and with that being said fuck those lemons! If you're given lemons, do something about it! Don't just sit there and accept it aaaand it's as simple as that!

here's some pics...


(yeah you owned me bridges and made me your bitch but redemption was mine!)


(classy classy classy haha I need to put a Masses logo on a rock like this for my front yard)

(probably one of the nicest courses in the province, and for the same price as city courses like tuxedo I'm never golfing at those places again haha)

(peace out bridges! and you became my bitch on the 2nd day)

Peace!

-J.Au...SON!!